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Dreams

traveling with family, especially men from the generation older than me, losing stuff, getting yelled at, getting humiliated, lost, having to beg passerbyers for bridge fare. scary profound experiences of G-d across the water, under and over the columbia, followed a cat across the bridge originally and now helping it back, a demon and a god who aare friends, or enemies, or enemies to lovers, the demon is very insectoid and slatemoth {perdido street station} and the god more dinosaur, like a baby brontosaurus , vlogging , great lengths of time to go short distances, tryiing to take hold of the dreamography to speed my way but no unfortunately very stuck, climbing back up to white salmon, elections, corruption, a messiah favorite son prophet returning home , many repetitions many cycles … … … … …. … … …

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woke up at 17:00, its now 17:38. struggled to go to bed last night, probably due to work and having weird sleep schedule from last thursday. hmm.

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! clean apartment, disinfect, prepare spells of cleaning and healing and purifying,

!get ready for the New Moon!

! update Blackboard with Days of the Week Symbols, Moon Phases, et cetera … · · ·

! journal, work schedule, update yesterday’s habit trackers, … … …. … … … … … … … … … … … … …

! organize my desk

! transfer/copy freewrite from

! order a copy of Lent

! cut my nails

! leave a message for the foot doctor

! eat food

! read Borges

! plan reading for the rest of the month

! email Jackson

! write letter to O, R

! foot medicine

! medicine chart

! walk to home depot for wood oil (use money from altar budget)

! take meds

! play with kittens

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dropped my tarot deck accidentally recently and a single recent card, the 4 of pentacles, flew out. exactly the card i needed, did a big finance review. i want to keep cards visible in my desk shrine altar temple between pulling cards

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! goodreads librrian status

! return books to walla walla library

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