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24:06 | 29 September 2022 | ♆ Waxing Crescent

△ The Magician

my favorite card, manifesting, achieving potential.

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self injury, suicide i was writing about these earlier, on the About page and in my notes on cults.

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Tasks

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Meds
Daily Blog
Brush Teeth
Work on Incandescent Ruins essay
Scheduling
Clean up Writing & Ritual Space
Write MichaelAngelo a letter
Read/Organize books
Publish notes on Cult of the Lesser Evil
Play with Kittens

Add images to essays

Meds
(…) ✓
Brush Teeth
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Scheduling
Clean up Writing & Ritual Space
Write MichaelAngelo a letter
Read/Organize books

✓
Play with Kittens

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Notes on Cults

There are a lot of things that are cults except that we don’t call them cults.

Cults of :

• Nuclear Weapons

• Make a wish

  • Djinn captured/released partly through the satisfaction of a desire of a suffering of a child?

  • wish granting angels?

    • angels and messages, works, songs, revelations…spirit? light?

    • Djinn, fire, desire, power, liberation,

    • …

  • Gender waystations, the sick child, the holy child, the prodigy

• Farmers

• Vetrans

• Self Harm

  • Ritual

  • Healing

  • Addiction

  • Marking time

  • advertising

  • help sign

  • sure, but there are so many other things a signal can mean then help

  • manipulation, yes

  • commitment, outward sign of control, hope, intensity

  • brings focus

  • brings feelings of strength

  • masculinity and stoicism ♂️ ☿ ♀️

  • gender and pain, who bears which pain how

  • politics of masochism, violence, intensity, control, discipline…

  • self harm in martial arts

• The Lesser of Two Evils

☸︎ | ☪ | ☯ | ☤ | ⚓︎ | ☥ | ⚳

⛩️|🧿| ☍ | ⚕ | ↯ | ♱ | ☭

☉ | ☾︎ | ♂ | ☿ | ♃ | ♀ | ♄

⛩ | 𓂀 | ⸸ | ☿ | ♆ | ♁ | ☭

♆ Things i Did Today ♆

• Got coffee

• Amazon Returns

• picked up cat grass

• talked on the phone with R

• Hung out with Dimitri

• Soaked my foot in epsom salt

• got groceries (down to my last $200 again)

• watched an episode of Tuka and Bertie with Michaelangelo

• talked with J

• watched another episode

• activation

• thought about, discussed whether to reach out to K

• listened to Perdido Street Station

• thought about, discussed, and decided on (parts of) the medication plan