| ♀ | 🌖| 10 March 2023 | 20 Ventose CCXXXI | Martyrsday |
| ♀ | 🌖| 10 March 2023 | 20 Ventose CCXXXI | Martyrsday |
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typing trouble, haven’t had a chance to power up the laptop for a while, but yesterday i did a big temple cleaning and now i have space to write again. i’ve still been active on my subreddit, since getting rid of the squarespace app (uses too much storage) i’ve been journaling there more.
On ☍🌕 i smoked some salvia and celebrated a Fete to Hekate, hoping to make a pilgrimage by the next Deipon. I work tomorrow and the next day, today I want to focus on futher cleaning my room (doing laundry and opening space for clothes), blog re-organization, and some exegesis on
I changed my reading goal from 60 to 52 for this year. Originally the plan was to read 60 books by October 31 and use the next two months as a more relaxed, less directed reading period, but while i’ve been doing 6 books a month its stressing me out so I’m switching it to 52 by October 31, i’ll probably get to 60 by year’s end but i’m going to focus more on maintaining a steady book a week pace with a few shorter books thrown in to bring me to 52 by Halloween. I also want to finish Infinite Jest by Halloween, i read some for the first time in a few days, maybe a week, yesterday. I also finished Symbiosis and Multiple Choice i think on the full moon or the next night, now I’m planning for the balance of March to focus on Reflections by Benjamin, Infinite Jest, The Politics of Experience (ordered a few days ago along with a copy of Multiple Choice for Joshua), Counter-clock World by Dick (read The Man in the High Castle a few days from the end of February and it’s so good, got me interested in the I Ching), finishing Black Sun (which i liked the begining of but its gotten pretty slow so I am thinking I’ll listen on high speed while doing other stuff till it gets good again), a very short anthology called The Egg and Other Stories, Devil House (currently in the White Witch novella and its just so sad, hard to make progress), The Myth of Disenchantment (i think i got it free? can’t recall), A Brief History of Neoliberalism, Blackshirts and Reds (very short but i’m strugeling to get into it, so far a bit wikipedia summary-esque), and maybe some more of Midnight’s Children though i think i will be able to make more progress on that one when the weather gets warmer.
I want to make a podcast where i ban books for being so good that only i get to read them.
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Stuff I sent to BP a few days ago:
today is Monday so i drew a stylized eye of Horus in blue and silver to ward off werewolves wilding the evil eye
Tuesday · 12:27 AM
okay so podcast idea we read books that we want to ban so we read a book and then we decide whether it's so good that it should be baned so only we can enjoy it
These are the books they don't want you to know about
they being us
these are the books us don't want you to know about
which is why we made a podcast about them
because we know that, in the year of our lord baby Jesus 2023, we've all given up on keeping up with our podcast subscriptions, to the point that we won't even open the app even to like play a sound file
therefore it is the safest place to keep classified information
personally i think that heaven and hell entered a cold war sometime in the early 1970s
you've got your free market cultist utopians airdropping into Santiago and Riyadh like a Special Ops Chicago School Trained Angel of the Lord
about to bring plagues W, X, Y, and Z down from the ethereal towers where the AI compute the fastest randomly generated path to price gouging the demiLegal Organ Market, buy off politicians to get them to do sponsers during the state of the union and prime ministers Questions, just so they can pay to have more of the cords of gold connecting them to the terminal, to have the wifi strung up to radioactive levels so as to give the dis/appearance of instantaneous communication, within a rounding error comprable to that of the average quarterly in house growth projections when whether one's company liquidates its inhouse financial analysis team today or in 3 months depends absolutely and entirely on wherether your inhouse financial analysis team gives you their report now or let's you find out from the unfolding of events themselves
heaven and hell, having rather more elaborate dimensions of time and space, have likewise elaborate economic crises. maybe it's like a superstate, damnation and salvation, liberation and nullification, integrated and abstracted and privitized and conscripted, and so the omens of a disaster already emanent constantly threaten to become legible on the headlines and signposts left as a hopeful offering to the algorithmobilia.
so probably they have political and ideological conflicts commensurate with their modes of becoming.
does one commit an abortion every time one makes any choice, whatsoever, for in doing so one must disclose the phantasma(-goria), rather like on deal or no deal when they reveal that a briefcase had actually quite a bit of money in it meaning statistically your own briefcase has less in it i think i will post this wall of text as my blog post for this quarter
just one time ever time for the rest of time, i want every briefcase to have a billion dollars in it, sent out to everyone ever
watched this really interesting video essay last week, currently listening to the newest one on occultic stoicism.
no one gets one billion dollars till everyone gets 2 billion dollars
Tuesday · 2:17 AM
but so maybe miracles are the flicker of sound in the noise, marking among a sea of heavy grey highlighter the open or close of some dataset left open, unguarded and unnoticed, encrypted among infinite possible worlds, and therefore to be consulted, queued up and pillgimaged only covertly and as a last resort.
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