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there is a demon in my head who tells me I have free will.

for my part addiction makes a lot of sense given my need for repetition and ritual, so the consistent habitation of any given coping mechanism often resembles and is something that I rely on doing consistently. the goal and design is to not stop, to not quit, even though everything about depression entails needing to quit at so many things to manage very scarce spoons.

currently re-reading PtS and I'm confused about || MASON's oath as released before the black out resumed--it already specified "while I am human" in the original, but I thought that's what gets changed in Cornel' ||

also sorry if this is not the right channel for this kind of reference question!