⚶ Feast of Vesta♂️ Feast of Sparks ⚡18 Quintilis 2023 🌒 Buck Moon 🦌300 Messidor CCXXXI ⛩️Day 9893♂️

been playing cats are liquid a game about grief

want to program a clock

story about a king regent, a king among refugees, a refuge court.

22:33

maybe a monarchy based on lots, rotation of office, government by children.

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mlmlmlm churches. Marx Engles Bakunin Lenin Trotsky Stalin Mao Luxembourg.

i worry that the PSL, and especially the SA, function as xhurch donation funnels, nonprofit funnels, give us your money and your pen.

i relate a lot to Benjamin's ambivalence to being pinned to a party. a small collective, one i could ensure keeps a space open and a torch held for my heterodox nightmare

gates wheels lanterns

sickle and rude, sickle and wand

wands sickles stones

wheels wands bells gates bridges boats

3 way fight? ecosystem?between Marxist Aristotelians, Nightmareist Kantian existentialish mystics, platonic surrealists?

3 body problem and ecology—ecochaos ?

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i finished children of ruin, i identify as an octopus. 🐙

been thinking a lot about Uranus, Neptune and their placement in my Tarot of Days

Uranus has the connection to Urania Aprodite, Friday. Shadesday has been the last wanning or New Friday for a long time, though before that it was last of Friday or Wednesday. i think that's how i celebrated high shades day last Noxtice

first waxing friday, which can be darker than the last wanning, and it could hold a moveable darkest feast to Aprodite Urania, currently it's the Fete of the Archangel Lucifer♀️🌠 and Wishday

I had considered Uranus sharing Saturday but they seems too conflicting, as it's the 7th planet.