Dispatch #One. | 29 Brumaire CCXXXI
Dispatch #1
alien storytime. the civilization that broadcasted their clock. starating from zero. an empty zero which is significant in light of everything else i am about to tell you.
i got nothing
LMAO
! ,read 17776 on a schedule maybe. or at least wrtie something about it. an essay maybe.
! re,create Notes tab. on Ghost Traffic
Essay = Elephant = Equal sign
Birds = Notes
Dispatches = Cats
i am only now these days rereverse enginering how to and how to and how to be a child , treat a child, care for a persson, know a person, so much internal screaming so much hanging on by a thread, and so precarious and so vicious violence violent virus veheminent verticle viral vertical curiosity curiosity curiosity curiosity curiosity
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! moon ritual
human computers ooh interesting
yes, the computers guild build biological systems to run
the angels are lab attendants
a history of a consiritorial conspiratorial work world
haptic attention as soon as you genuinely move on from trying to prompt the algorithim to mark as incorrect so that you can manually override, not just move on on the page by admit defeat and bring yoursself to type something and nope, ok, more typing nope, ok i guess go to what you wanted to do. but no i think you have to give yourself a little more rope than that
hanging on by a thread/by a rope
‘starting with a little sign, like a rule to doodle on the first page of a notebook
that’s the kind of bullet journaling i;m looking to do
i restumbled on my most recent notes app
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self hatred wiz so part of me
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horror element.
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i can predict the future
NO YOU CANT
yeS I cAn a
PROVE IT
Monday Tuesday Wednesday ThursdAY
friday
saturday
Hence we have the invention of the lottery of the days
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cross reference Lottery of Babolyn
(how provacative, begining with a question. on that Jackson’s writing instructions really held. yeah i think i like to think that jackson saw me as having potential, maybe even still having potential. its hard, i think, to be a secondary charachter to someone’s identity crises, what crises i have been thrw…
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i.e. when you, will have to work
a series of mythic stories about capitalism
a new mythology of capitalism
a new religious theologolical ontological sacramentological fiction of capitalism
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somewhere i have an “attempts”
oooh
make essays “attempts” in the hyperlink. thats hot
lol
thanks Śebaztian oooh i love that , also Xebaztian , sxion fisxion … Xanders Zandaenders Zantonio nice
i always loved that as a kid
leading the other kids in play
ooh interesting :
ok i think i want to make a __ __ section
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[Executive Poetry
!Take off sshoes
thank god
which god
oh any god will do
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Ghost
a drug which allows you as you genuinely are, or as you genuinely want to be, or as you self aware are, but in a materialistt speaking way who you are when not at work, or when in your own work , work as the practice. there is practice, and production,,, ,,, ,,, ‘
maybe this drug allows you to remember yourself from a concurrent life.
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the cult of the burning wheel.
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i really benefited from martial arts and there is so much i want to share with people for that
i think i want to do a martial arts class someday
that could be cool
especially cross-curricular.
ooh, least experienced with most experienced, yeah that was fun, being a black belt = you are actively teaching, coaching etc, its continuing education as continuing learning. its so social . you want to of course have a good class of other students, disciples of the school. schools and guilds as having made it out on top. say more. well guild socialism makes a telos of this i suppose, to some degree, but in Florence the guilds were on paper the political apparatus for governing, the guilds representatives being not necessarily practicers of the craft,
its really an incredibly impressive theology , or gospel story, i’m not sure …
cr Lent , Walton