♀️• 19 Frumaire CCXXXI • 09 December 2022 • Waning Gibbous 🌖 • Film Festival Day • Reflextions

Summary

Panicked packed dreams, late for work, my leg protested and i limped all day. it was honestly what made sense.

I've been really struggling lately with communication.

after work i came home as fast as i could and it still took an hour gear up to drive 16 blocks.

stressed about the heater but maybe Dimitri fixed it?

struggle with communication

i really want a therapist

.. i should put it on the black board

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went to my friend's film festival. it was really funny, and nice to go out. a minority of us wearing masks.

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got back, smoked, and talked with Michael. i immediately began trauma dumping which I've been doing a lot lately with. really need a therapist.

trying to cut out my parents as much as possible going forward i think.

i miss T&P.

need to do some chores.

hopefully write a bit on the computer

org my room a bit?

want to call out sick tomorrow. maybe i will.

*cuddling Buttercup*

just checked my balance. god I'm poor. but I'm calling out anyway. and using tomorrow to focus on getting a therapist. also writing and cats and boyfriends and generally care work. and what's more I'm calling out sick and buying a cane. and going in to get a coffee. and contacting friends

good plan.

oh also ..

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Tasks

! message Kevin

!letter to Matteo

!dishes

!litter

!organize desk

!get therapist