26 October 2022. 5 days to Halloween. 10/12ths of the year. it only is one of the things that matter that these are /12ths of various lengths
I'm reading 20020, and that book is ostensibly a book I've read before as well, and in this rereading, i think it's speaking a lot about religion to me, and identity as a series of practices and habits and ideological tendencies biases boredoms.
who are we when we are bored
who are we when we are going through our routines others and we ourselves give to us. name with us make with us follow and disobey and read with us.
who are we when we cut
for me, the self authored project I'm identifying as is the reader of /52 books this year, currently 48 towards
52 this month, currently this week, currently this 5 days.
further being towards-reading 60+/60 .
being away from failling to meet those goals …
I'm very about those right now, and also preparing to be about other things, I've want to resume reading or want to read.
it's like a liturgy
for me
Temple rites, demarcation of space in terms of sacred objects and functions and chores and purposes the larger implications of which broadly but often across space and time ambiguous to me to maintaining or negating… … etx. current consciousness states, situations.
! learn more about situationism, try to find a book, maybe on audio
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this week falls in Santa Muerte's Novena, and i too want to author a liturgy.
novenas for Santa Muerte , i should perhaps leave an offering of a glass of wine at the grove.
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! i think i would like to organize my room library temple keyboard bed area. i want more designated altars.
oooh! altar wishlists! as a subset of wishists page!!!
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how many moons in a year? 1/2 and 12? 1/2 and 13?
i think we should name numbers from the ones place, or smallest fraction place for that matter, smallest to largest, significant figures only? is that right? 1 and a thousand, 1 tenth and 10,000 trillion, versus 1 tenth and 10,000,000 billion?
number s math time systems music poetry math art art meth math math math
publishing drafts, corenation names , showing off how long you dynasty is, versus breaking with tradition, withholding your contribution of a single integer place for all your predecessors
a consulship? instead of a papacy? independent terms? 12 grand bishops, 72 arch bishops, 500 bishops, 600 , 666, 6006, 1024, …colleges off priests, 7 members of the Trinity, 12 genders, …
12 genders
I'm trying to make new worlds. i am a god in this sense and others.
the Impossible and the Unimaginable , unsayable, unknowable undoable un real unReal UnReal
I'm trying to finish my reading goal by Halloween. 48/52, 4 to go. likely candidates:
20020 Very Likely
Borges Likely
Devil House Maybe
Invisible Cities Plausible
The Last Days of New Paris Pretty Likely
The Philosophers Tarot Likely
Mao's on gurilla warfare maybe
Debt First 5,000 years, possibly
magical formulae
tarot as a computer, language, mechanism. an angel who communicates in tarot, spiritualism meets mass psychology, dreams, statistics, Nash and Tesla and Turing researching dream patterns… … …
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Invisible Days
¡ a devil who loves the same life again and again, devils in their hives, devil give devil commune, the angels as authoritarians, utopians, anarchists, authors, powers, society, absolute democracy, … … …
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devil alien angel avatar Messiah prophet spirit word God Saint Sage Trickster Revolutionary Politician Businessman King Father Businessman-God Patron
name the background religions
Magicians of the Real
Wittenstein, Benjamin Heiddegger Cessaire
Foucault as a French revolutionary bishop, maybe