7 Vendémiaire CCXXXI

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▽ 10 of Swords | Pulled last night, then this morning woke up in excrutiating pain from my left big toe. thought it was an infection, tried soaking it and took advil and went to urgent care. they gave me 4 medications and lots of care instructions.

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writer’s group tonight!

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i need to get better at organizing things

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i feel hungry

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i need to take my sleep meds. also my regular meds.

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I have a distinct instinctual hatred and distrust of pleasure.

cats and present company being the soul exceptions, naturally.

the gods outdid themselves when the created cats

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Jude: wearing a t-shirt text *Met G-d — She’s Jewish*

saw a movie once about a Jewish cardinal

french i think

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doing a lot of this one handed. maybe ill blog from reddit for a bit

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nah i’ll try this first

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essentially i’m just trying to write tMG

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we may run out of bullets

we’re never gonna run out of hostages

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drug runners terrorist lovers robin hoods magicians

what role would jude fall into if hes lived among professional revolutionaries — journalists? Judas

12th of 12 sons, each named after an disciple

Jude is cocarnate

Jude is cocain

Jude is a god-drug

Jude is an ambasador

Jud-Das

love having the kittens hear

feels like life begining

i want to get like, more gender affirming of Tony

i want to join more writing groups

maybe i should reach out to more of my school friends

lol

i am afraid of being a bother but that’s not very making much of any sense