8 Vendémiaire CCXXXI · Day after Urgent Care · ♆
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24:06 | 29 September 2022 | ♆ Waxing Crescent
△ The Magician
my favorite card, manifesting, achieving potential.
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self injury, suicide i was writing about these earlier, on the About page and in my notes on cults.
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Tasks
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Meds
Daily Blog
Brush Teeth
Work on Incandescent Ruins essay
Scheduling
Clean up Writing & Ritual Space
Write MichaelAngelo a letter
Read/Organize books
Publish notes on Cult of the Lesser Evil
Play with Kittens
Add images to essays
Meds
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Brush Teeth
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Scheduling
Clean up Writing & Ritual Space
Write MichaelAngelo a letter
Read/Organize books
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Play with Kittens
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Notes on Cults
There are a lot of things that are cults except that we don’t call them cults.
Cults of :
Nuclear Weapons
Make a wish
Djinn captured/released partly through the satisfaction of a desire of a suffering of a child?
wish granting angels?
angels and messages, works, songs, revelations…spirit? light?
Djinn, fire, desire, power, liberation,
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Gender waystations, the sick child, the holy child, the prodigy
Farmers
Vetrans
Self Harm
Ritual
Healing
Addiction
Marking time
advertising
help sign
sure, but there are so many other things a signal can mean then help
manipulation, yes
commitment, outward sign of control, hope, intensity
brings focus
brings feelings of strength
masculinity and stoicism ♂️ ☿ ♀️
gender and pain, who bears which pain how
politics of masochism, violence, intensity, control, discipline…
self harm in martial arts
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♆ Things i Did Today ♆
Got coffee
Amazon Returns
picked up cat grass
talked on the phone with R
Hung out with Dimitri
Soaked my foot in epsom salt
got groceries (down to my last $200 again)
watched an episode of Tuka and Bertie with Michaelangelo
talked with J
watched another episode
activation
thought about, discussed whether to reach out to K
listened to Perdido Street Station
thought about, discussed, and decided on (parts of) the medication plan