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today was shitty. some family members showed up unannounced to yell and cry at me a while, then i went to work. while there i had a migraine and was reprimanded for not working fast enough and for being rude to the customers when i told them they had to leave cause we were closed.

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i learned some cool stuff about the history of debt on Reddit today.

| Because debt is an explicitly magical concept and it's been used to shape our world for several millennia.

After reading this book [Debt: The First 5,000 years], I've come to the conclusion that the original meaning of "to curse one's name" is to have their name written down on a debt contract in the storehouse temple.

Why does solomonic magic use contracts? How does one bind another's will? Why is Christ called the redeemer? When we talk about morality, we ask "what do we owe each other?" Why does the concept of morality itself take on the language of debt?

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I think this could intersect in interesting ways with my own work researching materialist magyk, Temple Communism, etc.

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i drew the Reverse Temperance Card just before i went out to be yelled at by my family member. this reminded me of what my boyfriend said about dealing with people with narcissistic and borderline personality disorder, viz. giving them minimal response without outright ignoring them since they feed on emotional intensity. or something.

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i am still angry at my friend for insulting my spiritual practice.

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my grandfather may be dying. he's in a great deal of pain. i should tech out to him. it's hard though.

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i would like to write some letters to myselves.

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watched the first season of tuca and bertie. the magical realism is 😘🤌

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I'm sad today

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